What Makes You Cry? -

Growing up, there used to be a choking feeling, a real tightness within me, because I had this awful thought that I could not bear dying and not knowing it all. I don't know what it all was, but I had this feeling, I've got to know something, and it would be terrible. So it wasn't knowing something, it was remembering something that was the choking feeling. I have to remember, and when I did remember, that feeling went away. It's difficult to articulate and pinpoint one thing, but all of these books that I'd been reading, I mean from 15, I was reading esoteric books, and I would have this feeling about books. I'd say, 'Nope, nope, that one's not right. Yep, I'll take that. Something there.' I didn't know how I knew that.