Surrender

But it was hard in the beginning. I really have to admit that. I so desperately thought that I wanted it, and that's how you know you're grasping onto the wrong passion and purpose when you so desperately don't want to let it go. Desperation has nothing to do with ease and flow. It has nothing to do with the God source. It has nothing to do with our energy. All energy flows. Hey, you know, when you have a short circuit, that's when the energy doesn't flow anymore. Something is cutting it off, and it's going to go in different directions haphazardly. But when you release, and that, to me, is what surrendering really means, is surrendering your desperation and the need to, and always go for the want to and the whatever I am meant to have to. But when you are desperate and you want, that lets me know something is displaced there. Desperation is a negative word. It has a negative connotation. It has a negative energy. And when you let go of it, that is when you have a chance to be shown, this is what you are meant to be. And I promise you this, it is so much greater than what you thought it was meant to be.