Purpose Lab Resources

"Then some crazy magic and synchronicities appeared on my journey, which led me to find a holistic healer who actually became a godsend for me because he became my guide and helped me wean myself off all the drugs and medication. Blessing Ross really helped me. Then he took me to the Amazon."

"Once I was inspired to get back into creating and photographing people, everything just opened up. It's like when you're aligned, and people always talk about synchronicity, it just lines up for you, and it did. I went online to discover the beginning of COVID. No one was going out, no one was going to balls, no one was going to proms, and a lot of these beautiful dresses had been left behind. I was picking up $1,200 dresses, brand new, with tax, for 25 bucks, and that's when I got addicted. I managed to pull together an amazing Hollywood wardrobe."

"As Joseph Campbell said, follow your bliss. I've adapted that and say, follow your blisters, because you really do have to apply yourself. You've got to be 100% on it. If you're not 100% on it, then you're opening the doorway for self-sabotage, self-doubt, disbelief. Believe and apply yourself, and it's like life, anything's possible. I'm doing now what I wish to do until I drop dead. There's no retirement plan or vision of that. This is what I want to do. If someone gave me 10 billion dollars, I would be buying a fairy tale castle and doing the same thing because I love it, because it is honoring all those gifts."

"It's been a long journey to get to this point of finally realizing that we're all here with unique gifts and talents. I've done everything I've done. I've made music, I've been a music producer, professional DJ, I've done many, many things, but I've honored all those aspects from the sound therapy to the color therapy, to the artistic expression, to the psychological aspects of people accepting themselves, to creating something that is a rather unique experience but very, very powerful. My purpose is to help people, especially women, tune in, find, and connect with their inner beauty and express it in the most beautiful and wondrous ways. How do I do it? Well, it's a process, a total process of using all my life experiences."

"Then a little spark within myself lit up, and then some crazy magic and synchronicities appeared on my journey, which led me to find a holistic healer who actually became a godsend for me because he became my guide and helped me wean myself off all the drugs and medication. It was a very long process because I was in such a crazy hell, it was insane. Blessing Ross really helped me. Then he took me to the Amazon. This was the early days of people working with plant spirit medicine. It wasn't only about working with ayahuasca. We actually worked with all the healing plants, especially in my case of healing. We prepared three months before I went to the Amazon. I was there for a month, and we were there for two weeks even before we were introduced to the individual parts of ayahuasca. Then we had 13 consecutive nights of ceremony, which blew my mind. That got me into holistic medicine, alternative medicine, shamanism, mysticism."

"I was eight months in a wheelchair with my leg elevated. I then had six corrective operations over an eight year period. The whole time I was on opiates, which sent me completely psychotic. Then I was sent to a psychiatrist who decided to give me other drugs, including Prozac, which completely fried my brain, and I was in a completely alternative reality to everybody, my wife, my family, my friends, completely out there in a hell which I had created for myself. Suicidal at that point, I burnt everything. I got rid of all my possessions. I didn't want any trace in the place. I burned all my photography. I burned all the music. I was a music producer. I burnt all my music and got rid of everything. I didn't commit suicide because I'm still sitting here talking to you. Then a little spark within myself lit up, and then some crazy magic and synchronicities appeared on my journey, which led me to find a holistic healer who actually became a godsend for me because he became my guide and helped me wean myself off all the drugs and medication."