Life-Changing Event

I had a complicated childhood, with a mother's absence and a father's absence. All of that created the human being I am today. I had many conflicts with my maternal side. She assaulted me many times, to the point of wishing me to somehow depart from this earthly plane. What that did was create a profound shift within me, opening myself to unconditional love free from judgment. Throughout the years, in the past, I've reincarnated and died many times trying to deliver messages. Now it's my turn at this precise moment, and the soul simply did it so many times that it did it automatically. I started with a cleanse. I wasn't born eating just lettuce. I used to go dancing, worked at night, smoked. I'd smoke a pack of cigarettes a day, drank wine, was foul mouthed. Then the soul said, okay, that's it. You've experienced this. You've lived it. Now your purification has arrived. And I simply stopped tolerating gluten. I quit smoking. I quit drinking. I quit so many things.