Surrender

I did not really come to a solid answer. It kind of felt like I fell through a black hole, in a way of both nothingness and everythingness at the same time. And I guess that is how I came to just, well, I do not know anything except that everything just is, and whatever I am, just am. And so, yeah, I am just. I am here to be. I do not think it is necessarily my purpose to enjoy being, but I do enjoy when I am in the kind of energy state where I am just enjoying being. It is beautiful. It can be ugly. It can be pleasurable and painful. It all just is. You can manifest anything you want. On a logical, philosophical level, I knew that was possible, because everything and anything is possible at the same time. But on an emotional level, it had not resonated with me until recently. It is an exciting place to be.