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Still, my body stops me, and it has very creative ways of stopping me. There's no way my mind can overcome that stopping because I have a very creative capacity to also redefine things and say, maybe it's this or that. There's a challenge in that. I have a huge amount of resources coming in in all kinds of ways. The resources for money are not always there. They are there, and then they're gone, and then they're there, and then they're gone. It's not so consistent. It doesn't take me off track, but I have to find ways of taking smaller steps than I might wish to take. Because of that stop, I immediately get motivated, and I know what that means. I experience it and I'm highly motivated to stay on track, even if I don't know what to do next. I have learned through that practice to be in the not knowing, and I can hold that for quite a long time because I know if I take a step too quick, it will stop me. It's not only my body; it's also my soul that just wants to do what I'm here to do.