Surrender

And so I'm kind of going in and out of surrender. So then I come in and I'm like, 'Uh oh, now what?' And then God says to me, I can hardly say this. God said, 'Put your hands over her and love her. She's your daughter. She's your child. Love her as much as you love your children. And your love is going to save her life. That's all you have to do. That's what heals.' And so I just did that. I put my hands over her, and then I just went into an altered. The knock on the door. Karen's like, I'm here. And then all of a sudden, panic, sheer panic came in. Anxiety. I'm doubled over. I'm sweating. And I say, God, God, this is it. This is the moment. I don't know what to do. I was crying. I was like, I'll be right there, Karen, just a minute. And God says, don't do anything. Get out of the way. Just get out of the way. I'm doing this. Say, I am going to surrender what I think I know of what is reality. I am just going to surrender it for a moment as an experiment. Just do that and see what happens. See what happens, because something miraculous will happen.