Be Courageous

I feel envy, and for that you need to have real guts and courage and say, yes, I feel envy. What can I do to change this? I take care of myself. I need to love myself. I need to take care of myself with food, exercise. I need whatever your temple needs for you to feel complete, but for you, not for others, for approval, because that is an emotional void, simply so that you wake up in the morning, look in the mirror, and say, 'Wow, today I feel great.' At that very moment, you automatically step into your own darkness. The darkness truly hurts. You cry, you scream, you vomit, etc. Once you expel all of that, your organ begins to heal.