Life-Changing Event

I had a series of inner experiences that at the time I thought were pathological. I was in the psychobiology department, so hearing voices, seeing visions, leaving my body, this was not something that I trained myself to do. I really thought I was going crazy. To make a long story short, it culminated in a death. I left my body numerous times. I was killed by three men. Two men held me down and one plunged a knife into my heart. The pain was very excruciating, emotionally and physically. I died. When I woke up, I could see that I was surrounded by this field of love beyond anything I could describe and such beauty. This life, this beauty, was even in the lint in the rug. Everything was alive, glowing with this presence. At that point, I couldn't get back into the normalization that I'd been doing as a young child. I woke up and I could see 360 degrees, 365 degrees. I could see everywhere. I went on a research to discover what had happened to me, and that's when I bumped into the mystical teachings of Gautama the Buddha, Jesus the Christ, Walter Russell, Zoroaster, and many teachers that led me into an awareness of what was happening to me. I realized I wasn't crazy.