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I think part of the reason why I could was because I felt this sense of attachment to something higher, that even though it's not visible and even though sometimes it's not quite there, I still felt like I wasn't alone. I mean, sometimes I do feel alone, but for the most part, I felt safe and secure in the knowing that. I actually have a memory from before I came here, God sent me. I was in heaven. I was up in heaven and it was kind of like a Waldorf kindergarten, and we were all sitting on little wooden chairs, and God came down and said there are problems on Earth. People don't get along. Who wants to go down there and help? My hand just raised itself automatically, and then I was down on Earth, and I had to go through a lot of problems to figure out how to help people and myself, especially around relationship stuff.