Surrender

It doesn't take me off track, but I have to find ways of taking smaller steps than I might wish to take. I have learned through that practice to be in the not knowing, and I can hold that for quite a long time because I know if I take a step too quick, it will stop me. If I stay on track, connected to my purpose, and truly appreciating the now, it doesn't mean I don't think forward. I am really a strategic connector, always looking far ahead as well, but from here, and as soon as I let that go, the next step reveals itself. Step by step, I learned that it was about being in the now, accepting what it is, how I'm doing. If I could be with that, there would be enough energy from my heart. If I started to go into the mind or wish for something that was not there, it would drop away.